My Journey Out of Deception

deceptionImagine living in a world in which deception is so prevalent that most people are unaware that they don’t know what is true or false concerning some really important matters. That is the world in which we live.

Someone close to me was told, regarding Osama bin Laden’s supposed capture, execution, and burial at sea, that one thing is sure. We will never know what really happened. The government has no problem hiding what it does from the public. Unfortunately, this type of secrecy is not rare. It seems that our own government hides a lot of important matters from its citizens.  

President John F. Kennedy saw this as a threat against our republic. Many believe his plan to deceptiondisband the CIA was part of the reason he was taken out. Or maybe you think such reasoning is a stupid conspiracy theory? That phrase first became popular when it was coined by the CIA to disparage those who did not believe the government  narrative about Kennedy’s assassination.

In my high school years, as is typical, I went through a time of soul searching. I was raised in the Roman Catholic Church, but came to a place where I was no longer sure of God’s existence. It was fashionable then to claim to be an agnostic; so, that is what I said I was. I made no claim to atheism, but I did not think God could be known.

However, something happened to me at age 19. As a consequence, I have believed ever since that Jesus is who the New Testament says he is.

I soon became convinced that the Bible is the inspired Word of God and our most reliable source of truth. The Bible and the Holy Spirit, who indwells every born-again believer, guide us into truth as we seek for it and are able to bear it.

Jesus believed the Bible is true, and that is good enough for me. Anyone who rose from the dead must know about such things.

Then Jesus said to those Jews who believed Him, “If you abide in My word, you are My disciples indeed. 32 And you shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.” John 8:31–32 (NKJV)

“I still have many things to say to you, but you cannot bear them now. 13 However, when He, the Spirit of truth, has come, He will guide you into all truth; for He will not speak on His own authority, but whatever He hears He will speak; and He will tell you things to come. John 16:12–13 (NKJV)

I have studied and sought to understand and live by the Bible ever since, although quite imperfectly. I have learned a lot over the years, but realize that there must be still so much I do not know.

Before my conversion experience, although I grew up in the Roman Catholic Church and attended parochial school from grades 3 through 8, I did not know the Lord. The Catholic Church and school provided me with a great educational foundation and a decent understanding of God, the devil, sin, hell, heaven, Jesus’ death and resurrection, and other biblical truths.

Nevertheless, no one in that church ever told me about the gospel except for one high school teacher.

The result was that the Catholic Church deceived me into thinking that my salvation depended on keeping its rules and regulations instead of through believing the gospel message. Why would an organized church do that? I have concluded that it deliberately positioned itself between me, God, and the truth in order to keep me under its control.

I am shocked that you are turning away so soon from God, who called you to himself through the loving mercy of Christ. You are following a different way that pretends to be the Good News 7 but is not the Good News at all. You are being fooled by those who deliberately twist the truth concerning Christ. 8 Let God’s curse fall on anyone, including us or even an angel from heaven, who preaches a different kind of Good News than the one we preached to you. 9 I say again what we have said before: If anyone preaches any other Good News than the one you welcomed, let that person be cursed. Galatians 1:6–9 (NLT)

That is how the devil works, and he has plenty of willing accomplices that do his bidding.

I have written a series of articles explaining where the Roman Catholic Church deviates from Scripture. You can access them by clicking here.

Jesus wants people to be free, but Satan works to enslave and often uses human institutions to accomplish this. (John 8:32)

It was only after my girlfriend, who is now my wife of nearly 53 years, shared the gospel with me that I realized that the Bible says that all my sins could be removed and I could have eternal life as a child of God if I simply believed that Jesus rose from the dead and is the Lord of lords. I don’t mean to merely intellectually or mentally affirm the idea or agree doctrinally. I understood that I would need to truly believe from the heart, which was quite impossible for me. I had no ability to move myself from an agnostic position to one of faith because I did not know for sure if Jesus rose from the dead or not. I had no time machine to go back in history to the tomb to find out. But since I understood that, if Jesus did rise from the dead, it was the most important thing that ever happened, I did the only thing that came to mind.

It turned out that I did the wisest thing anyone can do: I asked God for help. 

I asked Jesus, if he were real, to reveal himself to me in a way that would enable me to believe. I prayed a simple prayer to a God I wasn’t even sure existed. The amazing thing was that he heard me and answered my request! He extended great mercy to me because he understood that I was a blind man groping to find him.

His purpose was for the nations to seek after God and perhaps feel their way toward him and find him—though he is not far from any one of us. Acts 17:27 (NLT)

He revealed himself to me and graciously opened my eyes, ears, and heart to know him.

For everyone who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it will be opened. Matthew 7:8 (NKJV)

Later, after reading the Bible for myself, I came to understand that the reason I sought him is because he came after me!

No one can come to Me unless the Father who sent Me draws him; and I will raise him up at the last day. John 6:44 (NKJV)

I will never forget the moment in the Spring of 1971 when, being alone late at night and pondering eternity, God, Jesus, the gospel, etc., I suddenly remembered having said that little prayer a couple of weeks earlier. I had completely forgotten about it, for which I am very grateful because otherwise I might have been striving in my own way to find God. Having forgotten all about it, I had not been struggling at all, which left the door wide open for God to reveal himself to me in his own way and time.

One of the most difficult lessons for us to learn is that we cannot save ourselves, but, once we understand this truth, how glorious it is to know that he loved us enough to go after us!

In a small room full of vending machines on the Duke campus, God met with a confused 19 year old who desperately needed his help and still does. In a flash, his presence filled the room and saturated my soul with joy and an “electric” sense of his presence. I knew that I was in God’s company, but it did not scare me because I knew beyond doubt that the resurrected Lord Jesus is real and that he loves me and I belong to him. I cannot explain how God did all that, but it happened to me.

I suppose that being in God’s presence is enough to convert anyone from unbelief to faith.

It certainly was true for Job in the Bible and for doubting Thomas. If you have never experienced God’s presence personally, you cannot understand. Perhaps my testimony will provoke you to ask God to do something similar for you. If you ask, you will receive.

For the first time in my life I understood what it means to be “born again” and have a relationship with the Creator, Redeemer, and Sustainer of all life. He gave me new meaning and purpose. From that point forward, God has been the most important “thing.” I have tried to follow him wherever he might take me and tell others that they, too, can know God’s love. Now some 55 years later, I look back in the knowledge that, though my journey has been less than stellar, with God’s help my wife and I have stayed the course and will continue to do so.

And I am certain that God, who began the good work within you, will continue his work until it is finally finished on the day when Christ Jesus returns. Philippians 1:6 (NLT)

After I was born again and read the Bible, God began to open my eyes to spiritual realities that I had never before seen or understood.

I started to see through some of the deception that captured the Roman Catholic Church. I saw how they traded the truth of the Bible for man-made traditions and church doctrines, just as had the Jews in Christ’s day and today.

And so you cancel the word of God in order to hand down your own tradition. And this is only one example among many others.” Mark 7:13 (NLT) 

No matter how well we begin, Satan always works to get us off course or even completely wreck us.

During the first few years of my discipleship journey, I began to realize that a lot of what we were taught in school was in fact deception. I saw through the fraud of biological evolution and accepted the biblical account of creation. Some people mock such childlike faith, but God’s apparent foolishness is wiser than man’s great wisdom.

Because the foolishness of God is wiser than men, and the weakness of God is stronger than men. 1 Corinthians 1:25 (NKJV)

I saw that entire nations have been captured by atheistic philosophies such as communism and the materialism of the West, but there was still so much about which I was still in the dark.

It still had not yet dawned on me that Christ’s words in Revelation 12:9 are literally true. Satan deceives the whole world, and most people underestimate how deep and sinister it is.

deceptionYears ago, I remember watching a movie called The Matrix and thinking how wonderfully it described man’s condition before the new birth, without which Jesus said that no one can even see the kingdom of God. It described the world system that blinds people to God. Surely the “red pill” offered to Neo was the new birth that opens our spiritual eyes. I little understood then how much deception there is in the world. 

Satan’s world system is so ingeniously designed that it keeps most people in the dark about very important matters, such as the nature and construction of the world in which we live.

The main thing Satan tries to hide is God.

As I already mentioned, he tries to keep people from hearing the freeing message of the gospel. He also works to hide God by convincing people to believe a completely false version of what the heavens and earth are like.

The devil knows that if he can destroy our confidence in the truthfulness of Genesis Chapter One, our foundation will be rocked.

God so designed things so that the heavens and earth testify to his character and power.

For since the creation of the world His invisible attributes are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even His eternal power and Godhead, so that they are without excuse, 21 because, although they knew God, they did not glorify Him as God, nor were thankful, but became futile in their thoughts, and their foolish hearts were darkened. Romans 1:20–21 (NKJV)

The heavens declare the glory of God; And the firmament shows His handiwork. 2 Day unto day utters speech, And night unto night reveals knowledge. 3 There is no speech nor language Where their voice is not heard. 4 Their line has gone out through all the earth, And their words to the end of the world. In them He has set a tabernacle for the sun, Psalm 19:1–4 (NKJV)

Satan introduced a false version of the heavens and earth to convince millions that God does not even exist. 

The deception of the world system is so convincing that, unless we believe that the Bible is 100% true, we will probably fall for it. Sadly, many otherwise committed Christians have believed his lies about the unreliability of Genesis when it comes to heaven and earth and “outer space.”

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Even many, who claim to believe the Bible and say they believe God created Adam and Eve just as it says in Genesis Chapter One, find it easy to make an exception when it comes to how God created the cosmos, which is in the same chapter. We cannot accept one and deny the other without contradicting ourselves. Shockingly, some Christians like to hang out with their pagan boyfriend, Helios, rather that accept the Word of God.

One must ask, why do so many people prefer Satan’s false narrative to the Bible?

I only became aware of this deception at age 72! Can you imagine reading and studying the Bible for fifty-three years and not seeing that the Bible’s cosmology directly contradicts Big Bang heliocentrism and being okay with that!!?? As you can imagine, coming to this realization rocked me to the core and prompted me to repent for my unbelief and apply myself more fervently to the study of God’s Word.

Once we start taking God’s Word as seriously as we should, we begin to realize that Napoleon was right.

deceptionMany think that it is foolish to believe the Bible over what is called “science,” but that is what we should expect when we make the decision to believe God and not the world.

As the Scriptures say, “I will destroy the wisdom of the wise and discard the intelligence of the intelligent.” 20 So where does this leave the philosophers, the scholars, and the world’s brilliant debaters? God has made the wisdom of this world look foolish. 1 Corinthians 1:19–20 (NLT)

The world system hates those who declare allegiance to Christ and the truth of the Bible. The truth sets us free, but Satan works to keep us enslaved.

How about you? Have you made the decision to accept what the Bible teaches, even if it runs counter to what the world system says and may cost you friendships and esteem? A determined pursuit of God’s truth is the only way out of deception. May God help us all to be true to him and his Word, no matter how great the cost.

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Pete Beck III ministered as a pastor and Bible teacher in Burlington for over 35 years. He is married to Martha, with whom he has four children, ten beautiful grandchildren, and five amazing great grandchildren. He ministers in his local church as a Bible teacher and counselor. He has written several books, including two that are available on Amazon - Seeing God's Smile and Promise of the Father - as well as a wide variety of Bible-related articles.

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