Worry about Money and the Fear of Abandonment

Many of us worry about money. Will we have enough? What if I lose my job? I just retired from being the lead pastor at our church, which means an end to my salary. We managed to put aside some savings over the years, and we have social security, as long as that is solvent, but will it be enough? I recently asked one of my physicians who is in his sixties when he plans to retire. I am sure he is well off, but he still has some things to pay for before he feels as if he can retire. How much is enough? Maybe you grew up having little and fear that lack could come your way again. Where does this fear about having enough money come from? Is there anything we can do to get free?

I remember one time many years ago when our church finances took a dip. Even though I know all the scriptures about God being my source, I worried a bit. Knowing that such fears are usually based on lies we believe at a heart level, I asked the Lord to show me why I was worried. Instantly he gave me a surprising answer. I saw a picture in my mind of a young child being hugged by an older man. Instantly I realized that my worry about the dip in our church finances was based on the lie that such a downturn meant that God was not pleased with me/us. From the vision, I understood immediately that his affection for me had nothing to do with finances and would not change, which of course is biblical. That day I was delivered to a great extent from worrying about money. We have always had enough, even more than enough.

Recently I read the following verses which reminded me of the vision God gave me years ago.

Make sure that your character is free from the love of money, being content with what you have; for He Himself has said, “I will never desert you, nor will I ever forsake you,” 6 so that we confidently say, “The Lord is my helper, I will not be afraid. What will man do to me?” Hebrews 13:5–6 (NASB95) —

Relying on money instead of God is rooted in the fear that God will abandon us, which he promises us he will never ever do.

One of his compound names in the Old Testament is Jehovah-Jireh, the Lord who provides. God revealed this name to Abraham when he provided a ram to sacrifice in place of his son, Isaac. At the place of his testing, Abraham discovered God’s provision.

If we keep our focus on and faith in God, he will always provide. It is not merely something he does: it is who he is.

Then Abraham raised his eyes and looked, and behold, behind him a ram caught in the thicket by his horns; and Abraham went and took the ram and offered him up for a burnt offering in the place of his son. 14 Abraham called the name of that place The Lord Will Provide, as it is said to this day, “In the mount of the Lord it will be provided.” Genesis 22:13–14 (NASB95) —  

God is more committed to provide for us than we can imagine. To believe otherwise is an insult to his character. So, the next time we are tempted to worry about having enough money, let us remember who God is. He is our faithful provider who promises to never ever abandon us. We can take that to the bank.

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Pete Beck III has ministered in Burlington for over 34 years. He is married to Martha, with whom he has four children, ten beautiful grandchildren, and four amazing great grandchildren. He ministers locally and travels from LifeNet as a Bible teacher and minister. He has published two books - Seeing God's Smile and Promise of the Father - as well as a wide variety of Bible-related articles which he has compiled into books in PDF form. Currently he is working on a large Bible Teaching Manual.

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